PEEKTURES, FINALLY!

(not like they're very interesting, but they're photos from my camera at the very least!)

ART PAPER IS FREAKING OVER!!!

I just wrote 12 full pages! Man, I think I answered section C wrongly DAMNIT. Ohwhatever, just one paper left for me on monday! Human geog you really suck!



& here's something you won't believe! I handed in an almost blank maths paper today! Tried 4 ai) I guess. spent the rest of the time sleeping and doing notes for art. I'll show you the notes soon, maybe! hahaha. Decided to not touch maths at all a few weeks ago, now I've forgotten everything even the sketching of the correlation & regression diagram ):

Everybody's reaction was O: when I told them. Man, I was nervous for art anyway.


There you go. with my I'm-about-to-fall-asleep handwriting. (I swear it isn't as messy as this normally!) Gah, I still screwed up section C anyway -_- & I was still having high hopes for it ohmy!



Anyway, I won't care about maths (only for now)! ART PAPER IS FREAKING OVER NOW I'VE GOT TO DO GEOG. Still have a pretty damn high chance of getting retained but... I'll leave those thoughts for later (though I'd still be secretly worrying about that issue after this)

Linette & I "lunched" @ the coffeeshop near our school, their chicken rice makes me happy! So I discovered I might actually have a phobia. Insect hairs? ewww. Nope I don't have any other phobias at the moment.

& went to find I & E after that. geography got me so bored, i decided to play unblock me on I's ipodtouch I'm at level 32! (he helped me solve 2 or 3 of them though). That was totally shiok but I acted like an emokid for the rest of the day so sianballz.




starbucks with ashley damn long time ago!
GRANDE SIZED HOT CHOCOLATE! Shiok ttm :D


Hazelnut latte with ashley the next day!
Yes I used to bring giraddy all around cause Jeslin brought CJ7 to school too! hahaha


MY MEGA MAC!!! (L) & ashley's hand hahaha
That's T3 airport!


MY MEGAMCSPICY AT FORUM MACS WITH ANNIA!!
(s)omebody's jealous!!!


it came with a coupon so we had these too! :D

Anyway that day with annia was awesome!! We studied till 3, her mom brought us to ion orchard to lunch and we walked over to her awesome house with the awesome living room and awesome mai cha! For dinner, her dad drove all of us (with her sis too) to simpang bedok for PRATA!!! Gosh I miss her so much now ):


Straberry Lamington @ Gloria Jeans' cafe when I went there with Ashley the first time a longgg time ago! (oh, a day before I studied with annia!)

Not a very nice picture but Gloria Jeans' is an awesome place yo!



this is from Saturday's studying session with J,I,E.
I know our school's cafe is so pwetty with those lights!! hahaha.
and you think two joined tables = ownage enough?!


tmd this is the only picture i've got of the four tables and its obviously ruined by MIB maid! haha.

point is.... there were 16 chairs surrounding it. ownage! O:


J took the photo and its pretty (Y) anyway! :D


OH That's what you get when you put keys on dry ice!

YAHUI'S MOM GAVE US 3 COUPONS FOR TUBS OF HAGEN DAZS ICECREAM AND THEY COME WITH DRY ICE. coolio. Icecream ftw.




Damnit my wallets itching to get rid of all the money in it promos please end quick!!!



and nooo damnit why did I not feel the quake today!!!!
Linette said she felt it now I'm feeling ):

OH. MY. GOD (the Janice way)

Screw geography paper 1! What I studied really hard for didn't come out and what I didn't really read came out. WOW! and what the hell was that landform X?!

I totally didn't study volcanic management and that's about the only thing I didn't read (okay wait, parts of storages too).



I know I'm not the only one who found it tough but.... SCREW IT! Totally lost the drive to study for econs. I didn't have the mood to study anything in school just now. Not now.

I'll need SOVA and geog paper 2 too. Screw it, i'm going to read through the art notes tomorrow.

DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT.


not satisfying enough.

Screw it man!

While yahui was on the phone with my bro she could tell I was in a bad mood just by listening to me play the piano. Ohgosh, that obvious?


Airported with Kenneth & Ivan right after the mass and we got the sofa seats at Gloria Jean's, yeah baby!! I know my friends won't believe me but.. I'm the first to reach again despite being an hour late! hahahahah. Maria wasn't the last! The uncle (refer to some posts below) still remembers me!! we sat there for... around 7 plus hours with just two cakes. Best.

OH I RANDOMLY WAVED TO A PILOT WHO WALKED PAST. Don't ask me, it was just some crazy random decision to do that, and he actually waved back and went, "are you a friend? sorry I don't recognize you! ):".

So I continued waving and said bye. HAHAHA. (yes, and started laughing like hell after that. The people on the table next to us totally went o_O) Shall name him the courteous pilot from now on :D


& so I survived w/o food for the whole day till 6:30 where we had Swensen's! (inserts hungry face) The chicken baked rice gets boring after awhile, actually. Their beef Stroganoff was heavenly, so gonna get that next time!

Played this game where we're supposed to take turns to fill the cup to the brim, whoever overspills gets the enture cup of water. Kena-ed two while the rest got 2 and 5 HAHAH. 5 cups for the crazy gay sneezing man!! (Y)



Need. some. music.
Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra - We are the world



Such incoherent sentences.

Screw it screw whatever I'm going to bathe and get back to screwed up geog yeahman.

1 TUB OF HAAGEN DAZS CHERRIES AND CREAM ICE CREAM

Yeah baby! with dry ice!!! (hahaha)

My mom went down with me after school to get the icecream and snowskin mooncakes. I told her about how I'm so freaking worried about not getting promoted. She said I shouldn't let these negative vibes affect me now, and that I shouldn't even THINK about the consequences. ): How not to? Man, now I feel so bad.

If only it were true.

Mhmm, I reached school at 9:15 today (earliest!!) to study with Jeremy, Ivan & Emily. I should've went to school earlier for the past 5 days its so much more productive that way! we joined FOUR square tables from the crossroads cafe with SIXTEEN chairs surrounding us. Power.

Finished Perfect Competition and most of Oligopoly and got a tummyache from eating otah ): Productivity is at better than okay for me and we had quite some fun laughing our heads off at many many stuff too HAHAH.


Short update here.
NO PICTURES AGAIN D: WHY IS MY CARD READER SPOILT!!!


& this is really random, but I don't like it when people gossip excessively. Its not just about me or you or anybody I know, don't we all have our flaws? Is there even a need to do that, it makes living life so stressful. You just don't know when you can BE YOURSELF. There's so much more things on earth to talk about, can't we all just agree on this point?


Goodluck to all of you who needs all the luck in the world like me! jiayou!!

Am doing my own geog notes. I'm crossing my toes and fingers for tomorrow's study session with JIE to be a successful one! Hah, I'm sorry I get so distracted easily. have been studying with them for the past 4 days and I think I'm getting the hang of geog.

Just haven't started memorizing. I love msteo to bits! Okay back to geog tomorrow's gonna be econs/art day! :)

Three? Did you say three?

Tuts my barreh (touch my body). Yeah the song by Mariah Carey.

HAHAHA OKAY WTH. My friend posted this on facebook yeahyeah. freaking funny!!! The advantage of having horrible pronunciation? 2,732,219 views and 11,737 comments!

Tuts my barreh, I want you to caress me like a tropical priest, like a camel up the hill, then its gong Li with me when I do, I do. FAVOURITE LINES!!!

Best. This guy deserves a standing ovation!!





Phoenix - Lisztomania

ADDICTION! I like it when they sing these lines, especially the last hahaha:

Lisztomania
Think less but see it grow
Like a riot, like a riot, oh!
I'm not easily offended
It's not hard to let it go
From a mess to the masses




McFly - I'll be Ok.
First song I randomly clicked on my iTunes upon reaching home.

When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost
Along the way,
Try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day,
Oh just tell yourself
Ah, I'll be OK

cute video haha :D




Alrighty I'm having my dinner at 11:16 pm. Can't believe I survived the entire day with a pack of chicken rice and otah some beehoon without getting gastric. Yesterday's gastric was so terrible, never ever try to be lazy and not buy food.

Studied in school with a few of my cca mates in school today, just like the past few days. The afternoon felt terrible cause the work was practically killing us. Hah, until we found the cafe of enlightenment. (!!) Unfortunately, I went there too late and didn't get to do much by then.

While S and E went off (and told us they went to watch the stars after that), J, I and I walked around and burnt a small piece of paper, leaf and a strand of hair LOL. Managed to take a little peek at the J2 courswork through the window but it was too dark anyway :/

I like the idea of replacing names with the first letters I don't know why!! hahahah.




ITS JESLIN'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!! I actually wrote a little post yesterday but I fell asleep. ):

Guess I'll be going back again tomorrow. I'm so freaking screwed. Flaking screwed. Fish, freak, flake, whatever. AHH I STILL CAN'T STAND THE BORINGNESS OF THE BLOG NOW.

& I don't care if there's no such word called boringness!

Time is running out

Muse - Time is running out

From the album, absolution (2003). Obviously not from the newest album but I love this song nonetheless! Besides, I'm sure you know this song and love it too. :D



Eric Whitacre - This Marriage

Yet another beautiful piece by Eric Whitacre. For Choral fans and non-choral fans alike!





Righto, its 1:41 am and I promise not to sleep till 4 am. I will not fall asleep (chants 100 times)

Airported with Kenneth and Ivan (lol, KI) & it was pretty productive, but I shouldn't have given up on completing the art essay. Cause GP bored me to hell and I didn't study much, to hell with it!! i'll just study one topic and hope its gonna be fine.

Come to think of it, I can concentrate best with my earphones & w/o my specs on (so I can see nothing else but my notes 10 cm away) HAHA. & definitely not after many rounds of taptap revenge. So addictive.

The uncle at Gloria Jeans' Cafe talked to me about his son and other random stuff hahah so cute. We moved to macs after awhile cause it killed us to see other people on the nice sofa seats we wanted to be on.


All I've eaten for the past 14 hours = 1 ice cream cone, half my yong tau foo ingredients + 1/4 bowl of rice. best. OH, and half a cup of capuccino which was so bitter I had to give it away. No wonder my stomach is growling.





Man, I haven't done anything since a few hours ago so...

YES I WILL STAY UP TILL 4 AM AND I WILL NOT FALL ASLEEP.

Still feeling extremely screwed for promos. and nope, I haven't really been studying much even though I said I was/would, sigh I hate myself x1000. so I'm making these last few days count! Yes definitely!



Yucks why am I here. Tata!

Do you remember?

Future visions, thoughts that awake

If I were to disappear from the surface of the earth one day, who would be truly heartbroken? Who would be missing me years later? Would I still be in anybody's prayers every night, would they think of me when they're not busy with life?

While my mom and I were at the columbarium (in the church), we saw a plaque for a girl who passed away in her early twenties many years ago but there were many notes pasted onto it from her Secondary school friends. I guess she must've been a really nice person, and it just got me wondering about the above.

Columbariums aren't scary, they only remind you about the fragility of life.



Aerosmith - I don't wanna miss a thing (it fits the mood)


My mom and I also had a nice talk after that, I'll really make it a point to resolve all conflicts with her before I leave the house like I mention in a previous post. I'll write this down now to remind myself that she loves us alot even though she'll always end up nagging (and sometimes unreasonably), which makes my brother and I really irritated .

& I should understand that she's always alone most of the time with my Dad working in China, so I should make it a point to talk to her more often. It'll definitely make her happy.



Its been a long time since I've been to church, and this must be my first time listening attentively without constantly looking at my watch, hoping for the end of the mass (yes mass, not service) or the receiving of the holy communion. Somehow I felt quite at peace after the whole thing, maybe I've grown haha.

So I've finally passed the doodle-during-church stage, I don't know how this happened but I'm glad I don't reject the idea of a religion as much as I did the past two years. I never ever understood why people say having a religion is so important, I still don't exactly understand now, but it doesn't matter. I guess.




This is like a post of mixed-up thoughts.

Shall switch off the computer now :D

Why do some people say birds of the same feather flock together while others say opposites attract?

It makes sense when the first sentence refers to common interests and certain thoughts, but I seriously don't think two people with the exact same personalities would go well with each other. When I talk to people who think like I do (the negative aspects), I get irritated.

Yeah it all depends on what the topic is, Its nice to have somebody like you as you can share your thoughts but it can really be irritating at times. How do I explain it? Hmm, guess you should know better.



As for something not so serious, I'm not joking when I said I want to paint something when I don't have my glasses on. (yes I pretty much see nothing w/o them) The stained glass in church looked so pretty! No way I'm going for lasik in the future when I can see such pretty stuff!

Like an impressionistic painting, yeah!

That one last shot's a permanent vacation


Went back to school study today and completed abit of the PT for geog, though I still have those irritating management and hazards portions. Angeline was with me in the study so we passed many notes and tidbits to each other :D Notes make me happychappywappy!!



Aerosmith - Amazing ... ohmy who's that hot girl anyway.

Just can't get this song and its lyrics outta my head.



It's Amazing
With the blink of an eye you finally see the light
It's Amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's Amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight

That one last shot's a Permanent Vacation
And how high can you fly with broken wings?
Life's a journey not a destination
And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings

You have to learn to crawl
Before you learn to walk
But I just couldn't listen to all that righteous talk, oh yeah
I was out on the street,
Just tryin' to survive
Scratchin' to stay
Alive




Les Miserables - Empty Chairs at empty tables

A song recommendation by gtg, wonderful and beautiful performance! I'd love to watch Les Miserables one day ):




Now my ears are hurting like hell cause I turned the volume on too loud. Hmm I still have lots of photos that aren't uploaded here :/

Aerosmith -- Just feel better (with Santana), Dream on, Amazing, Cryin', Angel, I don't wanna miss a thing, Jaded, Same old song and dance & Crazy.

Cause I'm in the mood for Aerosmith, yay.

Jackass, LOL.




Actual Audio: Obama saying Kanye West's a jackass.

Pretty sure you guys must've heard about Kanye west dissing Taylor Swift at the VMAs, if not just type in the two names. Taylor looked kinda lost and Beyonce's expression was abit like "uh, thanks, but wth hell is happening here?"

I'm neutral on this thing since I don't really care, but mister president saying he's a jackass? LOL!!



anyway.
Had a pretty cool day in school! :D


Geography consultation with Ms Teo in the morning and got some concepts cleared. Lots more to go!

GP period cracked me up. So Nadia and I both did our hair flingy things (spinning ponytails HAHA) together and ended up in another hairfight. Hair fights and hair smacks are the best thankyou. Anyway I don't know how it ended up with us taking photos with Glenda/Bekloo/Syairah and that's basically what we did for GP. The few of us at the back row does most of the talking ahem.

Oh and I officially started the "changing phone language" trend in class. MORE LIKE PRANKS. Started with yao messing with Syai's phone (cause I did that to his yesterday) and it spread on to Geetha's phone and glenda even got hers in Jap and Korean and Arab. HAHA. BTW MINE IS STILL IN DEUTSCH.


Studied with Jeslin and SuAnn and joined Glenda in the library after they left & stoned for awhile at first but finally got to concentrate after say, 6 or 7? LOL. Spent some time talking to her since we couldn't concentrate, my stomach was growling and... heheh. Was pretty productive from then on but I've still got prolly 80% or more to go. Angeline wrote notes for me too, how sweet! :P Maybe the"STUDEE!!!" note really worked eh haha.


I (L) the library! We stayed on for awhile after it closed at 9 and angeline's parents gave me a lift home thankyouu!! :D


K i'll end it here its already 12.

Love is a sweet misery

Title's a line from Cryin' by Aerosmith :D



took the 7am bus today and ran like mad past the school gates cause it'd be disastrous if I were to get into stupid early bird programme AGAIN. my hair wasn't even tied up then, I hate perspiration.


My phone alarm rang in the MIDDLE of geography timed trial at the Lecture Theatre. It was freaking loud and I wasn't wearing my specs so I fumbled with it for awhile before I could switch it off. Everybody stared at me, duh. Strangely, that didn't feel too embarrassing.

Also because I changed the phone language to DEUTSCH. Well cool, Messages is now NACHRICHTENFUNKTION. Nobody can understand my phone, neither can I. I like (:


and this is my alarm tone:


Aerosmith - Angel

So you can imagine it to be pretty loud. Ah, music for the whole LT. hahah.



Went for a geography consultation the first time in my whole life today. MsTeo calls me a free rider cause I asked questions during Rabiah's slot (mine's tomorrow)! Well Rabiah asked me along anyway (: Can't believe I took that long to realise how useful consultations are.

Studied after school and followed Jeslin for her geog consultation (free rider yo!), she was the one who asked me along too haha. Went with yao at cafe after that and I did my crazy hair fling thing!!!


OH somebody blew into a condom in school today (ACCORDING TO YAO) it looked like a fat gigantic shiny transparent sausage. Sorry I've never even seen one before O: Okay don't blame me if it was actually a balloon.




Pretty mundane, huh. I need some Rock 'n Roll, no Jazz for me today.

Just another day

The only thing that entertained me today was a couple in school acting lovey dovey in their supposed "secret corner".

Our group went to that place for "emo shots" during the srgce photography thing and I thought it was pretty secluded too, until today. Full view of that nice place from the library, too bad you can't see us from there cause of the window stickers thingums. Gosh if they knew we were spying on them all the while would they freak out? We saw them at the staircase btw. Yes, full view and very recognizable.



Yeah school was boring, but handball during PE was kinda fun I guess. Glenda and I were acting mad. More like me, actually. Ah, but that felt :D. I also went around whacking people's faces with my hair and... knocked J's specs with my head instead of my hair, misjudged the distance. Sigh how embarrassing.

.. and later in the day when Nadia and I were having a "hair fight" thing, I got knocked in the eyes too so I guess that's retribution HAHA. Gosh, cheen and I do gross stuff during PW lessons HAHAH.

Studied with Jeslin SuAnn and Clifford in the library (yes the place with the good view), it was accomplishing cause I managed to concentrate! Fell asleep for perhaps half an hour in total but neh, okay start I guess. Better get back to geography!


& I missed you today, anis! hehe :D

Don't do what you want. Do what you don't want. Do what you're trained not to want. Do the things that scare you the most.

A minute of perfection was worth the effort. A moment was the most you could ever expect from perfection

- Chuck Palahniuk


Well apparently I've never ever thought of those. I'm still in a bloody mess now in terms of my studies. Bloody mess. I just got distracted again. I'm always distracted. I tell myself to study but I never do.

Also, I'm sure most of you can't tell I'm a freaking perfectionist. Cause I refuse to get things done until my head says its good, and time would be up by then so there's no other choice but to rush it out. And that makes me so frustrated everytime. Every single freaking time. When was I ever happy with something that I did? Yeah, when there isn't a deadline to it. Oh, but part of me wants to stay this way cause I want my expectations to remain high, ha-ha.



Anyway, I gave school a miss today. My dad always manages to teach me something new and important everytime he comes home, but he's gone again. This time, it meant alot more than anything else. Sometimes I wish he could be in Singapore with us all the time, some arguments between my mom and I don't even make sense, only my brother and him are able to fully understand me. (I'm not saying she doesn't love me, I know she does)

I promised him something today, so I'm going to finish it up asap. I sure hope I won't disappoint him by getting retained.

One more thing, I will stop running away. I will stop running away. I will stop running away from things.



bye.

blogging always makes me feel so much better.

Food for thought


Yahui hope you don't mind that I post these up!

There were a few videos on her facebook profile and I especially liked these. All credits to her for finding such wonderful and touching videos then!




Going Home (a short film on dementia)

prize-winning video produced by Vinn Bay and Tee Boon Leng for a video competition as part of the ADI (Alzheimer's Disease International) conference in March 2009.


I felt scared for the grandmother when she was frantically asking any stranger to "please bring me home, just bring me home!" ... but she doesn't know where her house is. Imagine doing that from morning till night, thinking only about your hungry granddaughter who's got no food cause you're not home yet.

Think I started tearing when the night fell in the video. I shall not spoil the video, the ending was really good.

Its so touching how grandparents care so much for their grandchildren, yet saddening how we don't love them as much as they love us. I wonder what they must be thinking when they keep going "please don't be angry with me" whenever they make a mistake. Maybe they're afraid of losing more people in their lives? I don't know.

Whenever my parents or brother leave the house, I'll make it a point to resolve all conflicts. You never know what would happen. I don't want to regret before its too late. And I guess its never too late to express your appreciation towards your loved one!




Sam and Esther (african children)

Watching this video makes me feel so childish, irresponsible and selfish. The sight of a hungry 8 year old washing her brothers up (who can't walk due to malnutrition), carrying water from miles away and feeding them before herself was simply too touching.

Sometimes I don't know what I'm complaining about, why I am wasting my time away like that when I know I have a future ahead of me, unlike these children who are living probably just for the sake of living, not knowing when their time would come.




Ryan Gonzalez's struggle to survive

Whenever I watch these videos, the only thing on my mind would be:

why try so hard so survive when you're suffering so much? Personally, I don't see the point in putting up with all sorts of medication, surgeries, stares from people and the FRUSTRATION in not being able to live normally. If i were a mom, I wouldn't bear to see my child suffer like that. But then again, that's just me and it probably says something about me not having enough will power and determination but.. yeah.

Even though that's my strongest feeling about this, its really amazing how he was able to survive 19 years through this. It makes you feel so... ... weak?




SIGNS (short film). on love! :D

One of the 2009 Cannes Lions winners. I wonder how thrilling it must feel to be able to meet the person you've been communicating with through signs. (which is just so sweet) I'm sure the first moment would be like, wow so how do we start now? We are finally in front of each other but... how should it go on from here..?

Idk but its just so heartwarming!






Anyway, that's all I have.

Enjoy the videos!

Goshhhh typing out the previous post didn't help i'm still mightyyyyy distracteddddd.

Lets see if playing on the piano works (it usually does)



Btw, I'm quite into Indie, Jazz, Funk & Rock music right now, anybody's got any recommendations?? I don't mind a teeny bit of symphonic metal, just to keep me awake at times. Been downloading loads of new songs cause I just feel like getting new stuff from other genres, yknw.

But Jazz/band/classical music's still the best for studying yoz!



& Here's a song from an album of greatest Classic Rock I just got!


Santana & Steven Tyler (of Aerosmith) - Just feel better
Really really awesome song I swear.



AC/DC - back in black
(wait have I posted this before??)



Sixpence none the richer - There she goes

There she goessss, there she goes againnnn, racing through my brainnn....



Yay dinner's ready.

Time for strategies

Okay, new strategy.


Not going to TOUCH maths anymore (at all), going to bank on GP instead. (risky, considering how I managed to suddenly screw my O's up so badly) It better stay at the current grade or improve or that'll spell death. I realised 2 weeks is definitely not enough to get me a B for maths just to get my S so byebye. As usual.

There's something I feel really D: about, and that's MsK's decision to use the photography (photoshopping) module as 40% of our promos grade. I didn't know about that and always thought the mini coursework thing would be counted, so I didn't put in effort for the module since I hated it so much. That should screw me up real bad... so I'm not hoping much for art, just let the grade stay!

As for Geog, I'm going to work for at least a C. I know its not that easy either but I don't have a choice! and I think its near impossible for an A/B, JC geog really isn't like geog at sec school level where you can study a day before and still get an A1. bleh. WISH ME LUCK PLEASE.

It'll be nice to get at least an S for econs (as impossible as it may seem) so I won't barely scrape through by depending on those 3 subjects... :/ But I'll need a 40/50 for my essay how gay is that..?



Ohkay, good. shall study for geog/art/econs/read some GP notes then!

Hurray I feel so much better.

I feel guilty for eating Mega Mac two days in a row.

In fact, I ate more than I studied today, I think. Quite productive up to the point where we stopped :D Annia's house is the best there's pindrop silence.

photos soon! I FOUND MY HAMSTER!!

Wondering why there haven't been any posts since monday?

They're all in drafts, nothing you'd want to read anyway. Maybe I'll post more interesting stuff soon its not like I have the time now anyway.



Have been studying in school till 6 plus with Jeslin, and at starbucks till 10 plus with ashley for the past two days, their hot chocolate and hazelnut latte = best. After feeling slightly accomplished for those hours (concentration span still very short), I'd return home and do nothing/watch videos till 2 - 3 am.

Sounds like a pretty good deal. Wait.. I was supposed to go to school at 9 am today to put down the saw in school and I overslept. Till 12. Yeah. Ashley and I got chased away at the airport's T3 macs today and headed to Gloria Jean's cafe at T2, very conducive environment I must say.

After which, I went back to Tampines to meet my mom, bought two tops and a dress at an Isetan sale, contacts for the next 3 months and some stuff from body shop. It feels kind of accomplishing to be able to buy things without actually shopping for it, it irritates me when I can't get the item in mind anyway.



Tomorrow's gonna be another great day for my geography textbook and I. First, I'm gonna force myself to wake up to put the saw down and help my friend retrieve something from the school computer, finish everything by.. 930 and head down to Orchard to find annia!

We're gonna study at a place near her house (in orchard yes! what an awesome place). Well, it was supposed to be a group studying thing but I doubt I can concentrate, really. I'm so sorry guys I'll do it during a less crucial period okay? ): ): Well, hopefully I'll be able to concentrate tomorrow!


Most important on the to-do list: SLEEP EARLY! (sleep really helps and this point has been proven today)



goodnight I apologize for my series of boring posts!

There she goes, there she goes again
- Sixpence none the richer


Took down the previous post, don't feel like posting anything so..

empty.



Keep saying I miss my friends, but I'm the one who's not doing anything about it isn't it? Kaiying's birthday was.. 5 days ago and yet the only thing I did for her was to send an sms (albeit a pretty long one). I'm so sorry girl. Its just that.. I've been occupied with things and the only rest time I have is at home. I have alot of other reasons... over a cup of tea/starbucks someday soon?

I have school again tomorrow and the day after.

Promos are very worrying, I have a feeling I won't pass.


Can't stand the fact that I act so cold to some people ohman. Seems like the other party isn't interested to engage in conversations anyway, I'm out of juice.




Found all the old songs I wanted, how satisfying. Not talking about the oldies, though I won't mind having more of those. Around 200 of them? Classic Rock songs, Jamiroquai, Mcfly and Lily Allen included, awesome. Not so interested in the newer songs... well not all.

Ask me for a list of these, I'd be more than happy to share. Gonna source for more during my free time and ban myself from the TV and Friends and Youtube.

Screw promos what the hell was I doing for the past year? Yeah, bye. Off to study, and I better do. Geog needs to be much better.

Honestly speaking, the srgce photography workshop was a waste of time. Especially the wait for the photo uploading. We kinda played bingo and folded paper origami and all, and got a note that said "Ladies, the least you could do is to pay attention". LOL.

But ahh, I really do feel excited. Food. Food. Food.






Jeslin, Nat and I studied till 630 after that and I must say it was.. semi productive after Jeslin and I isolated ourselves hahaha :D Gonna do that again tomorrow!


Alright, my geography needs to be much better since I have no choice but to bank on geog/art/maybe GP. I'm sure art wouldn't be too good with the photography (more like photoshopping) module (zzz). Can't stand that I do things so last minute!! Hydrology oh hydrology, I do not like you.

As for econs and mathematics.. hopeless cases, really. Just frigging get me promoted and I'll do the work during the holidays. Yes and I hope my conduct grade won't pull me down with all the weird yellow forms?!



Goodbye. This is getting boring.

Not like anybody would be free enough to read this anyway.

Meet my brother

If I meet somebody just like my brother in the future I'll fall for him right away haha!

I don't care if doesn't draw or play any musical instruments or if he's better at the sciences not humans or if we don't have THAT much things in common. I'll intoxicate him with the beauty of the said interests then he'll be the perfect person hahahah.

Goodness I'm serious he just made the most delicious spaghetti in creamy sauce and idk what for yahui. He makes the BESTTT tiramisu on earth! Plus he's always able to resolve conflicts between my mom and I, gives the best advice, concerned about me, seriously super duper wuper smart, IT-savvy, very helpful, logical and everything good. Ah I'm a greedy pig afterall.



I'm sorry if this sounds like uh.. whatever wrong thing you may be thinking. I just love him alot (for all the things he's done for me), and I'm really happy to have a brother like him :D

Yay and thanks y for teaching me maths too! I'm sure your stomach really fell for him HAHA.

Still in love with the darkness


The feeling of lying on the tracks under the night sky was indescribable.


So this marks the end of the work week perfectly, I can't believe that 5 - 10 minutes transformed my stressful day into such a (inserts positive word) one :D If you stare hard enough, there are stars blinking in the NIGHT sky. Hee, I love the dark.

& have anybody noticed how beautiful the moon is (not was)? Bright, round, its really like a silver plate in the clear sky shining brighhttt. So I stared at it for 5 more minutes on my way home (:



Oh annisaa, since I've successful managed to make you feel scared for the promos (yes, I'm scared half to death inside), lets study okay! jiayou jiayou jiayou!! I have to get 40/50 for my econs essay for the promos to secure a pass for my promos WHAT A JOKE. Phuayiting/Glenda/Bekloo too just in case you guys are reading! (PYT YOU DO THAT DON'T YOU)

Aren't we all scared now? Studied with J, I and A after school so we stayed till 730, I was kinda motivated so I managed to cover... okay not alot, but I managed to concentrate so I'll just have to work on it (:

While Jeslin and I were on the way back I had this sudden urge to lie down on the tracks so she agreed, I feel like basking in that moment again. So amazing.




One last thing before I finish up my dinner and go;

the school has decided to HEAVILY subsidize our japan trip, so now we're just gonna pay 500 bucks for the trip from the intended 1400, and after deduction from my edusave that makes it a little more than 100 bucks. How cool can that be! Just wondering why they subsidised so much though.

Not that I mind.



Tata, Mission X for now!

Jazz will always and forever be awesome

As you should have read from the previous post, First love Jazz version was the song that made me much calmer and collected just now. Yeah, miraculously.




Viva la Vida (SWING version!)


better than the original version don't you think??




Receieved a pleasant surprise so I'm totally motivated to study geog now.

2:56 am - (phone rings while i was napping)

person: HELLO I'M OUTSIDE YOUR DOOR NOW (man's voice)
me: HUH???? huh, byebye! (I was sleeping)

when I checked the sms, MrsL asked me to open the door so I did. Guess what, MACDONALDS FRIES AND APPLEPIE DELIVERY FOR ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!!!! so totally unexpected.

This gives me idea for I&R for Pw hahahaha. I know I shouldn't be eating these (like I'll ever think of ordering macs in the middle of the night), but they keep me totally awake. Wonderful.


Yeah, wonderful. Gimme time to study, bye!

Addicted to the dark.

where I actually felt calm and at ease, that distant feeling.

Reached home at 1025 feeling really shagged, rested my eyes while listening to First Love Jazz version for 5 minutes and became instantly better. Of course, that was after an hour of rolling around in bed plus dinner. Love the dark, really do.

So now, I switch the lights off wherever I go. bathed only with the dim lights on; now I'm at the study table with just the study lamp on and everywhere around me is DARK. Yay, I like.

In case you're wondering why i'm able to blog, this is my mom's computer with almost nothing in it besides a few songs. Remember the her spoilt monitor screen? yeah I'm using her cpu with my monitor, without firefox = can't vew my own blog.

Been a long day, spent around two hours cutting up the write ups and sticking them onto the foam boards, had an unproductive studying session with Jeslin and SuAnn for awhile and headed down to mount our photos up on the walls. Yup, you guys can see our photos now, just not the canvases and the still-lifes.

School wasn't any good, but my Glenda/Yiting/I kinda went crazy during PE and PW?! hahaha.

Alright, I'm freaking dead for geog drq tomorrow because I really haven't studied for it.

btw did anybody notice the moon today? Its soooo beautiful, something like this:

just imagine the white ring around the moon in pink, and moon in blue with a soft yellow gradient. Yes it was much more beautiful that this. I actually tried to take a picture but its all in my phone.

It also kinda reminds me of lucia Haritini.'s works (which I don't exactly like, personal taste) Sorry I'm always referring to painters, its like how I always refer to geography in real life and how some people talk about economics everywhere, ohthehorror.

Tata.

So, the power went out. (when the thunder went ROAR)

and my computer died. Yes, I mean it it DIED.

It is dead.




I thought, okay, it can be fixed with my brother around. But noooo, the C drive has to be reformatted and that'll mean my stuff there will all be GONE. Thank God I store most stuff in the other drive. Btw, my external hard drive is alive and kicking. Hopefully that will remain so when I plug it into..

.... wait, I don't have a computer to plug my hard drive into. I tried using my mom's computer, but guess what, THE MONITOR IS SPOILT. Wth, everything within a day. I actually had to depend on my phone for internet connection for awhile?!

Plus, I sent 193 messages (as of now) just today. Just because I miss msn. Hooray for FREE UNLIMTED SMS-es. Felt as though I just sent 30 though.



Its 1:37am and I'm using my brother's laptop for awhile. Have to touch up on that canvas, this is the last chance. Not that I can do much to that already ugly painting but still... at least I could concentrate just now.

Tata, hope my com gets fixed soon!